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Very Sad

Wednesday, August 25th, 2010

I know I haven’t posted much. It’s been a rough summer with me trying to get things together and get my plans in order, get my daughter’s things all worked out for her to go to college, etc.
While helping my daughter pack her things I injured my foot and it’s been very badly swollen ever since. On top of that my poor little dog died.
So I’m going to take a little time away to heal and get better, and deal with losing my dog. She was my Baby Girl, and that was her name.
Also having to deal with being a little lonely now that the house seems so empty. But I have big plans for my sites and once I’m up and about again I can give more details on the new things coming out. For now I just need this time.

RIP My BabyGirl

Back in full force soon!

Friday, August 6th, 2010

Sorry not around much, but soon that will be different! I don’t have much computer access until my daughter is off to college in two weeks…then it will be just you and me (wink). We’re breaking out the toys boys! smile
Maybe bring a friend! I do have new content for you just hectic summer with new job and getting daughter to say goodbye to family in Ohio and NC, then packing and settling her in. So I apologize but I am here and will make it up to you, also workong on doing massive updates and changes. So trying to change galleries and add a bunch of videos and sets, not just one. Also got content for dom site so you will see what more of me and a few different things. I’m looking forward to it and I thank you for your paitence. Also while changing if you have any comments or suggestions that would be cool. Love you!
Will then be on the webcam and im more cause it will just be me at home and no time constraints or trying to be quiet. So I’m excited about new content, new look and spending more time wiht you!

Wondering where I am?

Tuesday, July 20th, 2010

This is another quick update! I know seems like I dropped off the face of the earth in the last few weeks. Who knew so much preparation had to go into sending my girl off to college? Wow, how do parents of other college kids do this? Spending a week with her in orientation (who knew it took a week for that?) and I promised I’d spend the rest of the summer with her.
I also have some ideas in the works for new content for my site, as well as some other new projects. I don’t want to give away the surprises yet, so stay tuned!
I’m currently in FL, and probably staying here until the end of August at least. My daughter goes off to college around mid-August.
I’ll be spending what time I can at the end of August getting all caught up with emails and responding to everyone that has been trying ot get up with me.
I’m also looking for some fun people that want to do webcam shows with me or maybe some photo or video shoots! So if you know anyone that might be interested, send them my way!

At Daughter’s Orientation

Monday, July 19th, 2010

More details soon, at Daughter’s orientation for college!

Fitness

Tuesday, June 29th, 2010

You might remember how I posted a few months back that photo of a peek in my fridge, which showed my protein shake mixes and other things to help with my fitness plan.
It really does pay off to watch your calories, keep you carbs relatively low, and eat a lot of high protein/low fat meals to help build muscle and burn fat.
I think I’m looking better than I have in years at this point, and it’s because I’ve been dilligent in sticking to a better routine.
In the last few years I’ve had several articles published about me and how I love to work out. I’ve been in Oxygen and Fitness, which focuses primarily on Women’s Health.
It’s hard to stick to a routine sometimes, because like many people I love carbs and sugar, and when you’re stressed you often think of how you want those things. That’s why when I cook things high in carbs I try to have as many people come eat at my house as I can, so that I can share the food and not feel that I have to eat that many carbs myself. And being around people and having a good time can lower your stress so you’re not as tempted to eat Carbs. Want me to cook you dinner?

Strangely, unlike a lot of people I eat better when I’m on the road. I don’t have as much time to eat so I go grocery shopping for things that I can eat quickly but that will be healthy for me…fruits, salad mixes, almonds, trail mix, yogurt, etc. So those top 3 photos show my food on the road. The bottom pic is from cooking dinner for about 5 people at my place when I”m back home.

Oxygen Magazine

Fitness Magazine

She did it!

Monday, June 21st, 2010

So I won the war. My daughter is graduating and going to college! I’m so proud of her. Now I am back home in FL to celebrate with her and get things ready for her starting college. She’s very excited.
Since I’ve been away most of last month in NC (and sick too, it’s amazing how the air in NC just makes me so sick I can barely function!) she and I have been sending pictures to each other. She has a great job that lets her work with puppies. She wants to be a vet and she’s like her mom, loves to help animals. So she sent me this cute pic of her with a puppy. I sent her back this funny one of me. Sometimes I envy her job, I’d love to be able to work with animals all the time myself. I’m just glad she’s happy and she’s figured out what she wants to do with her life.

Omg what a crazy week!

Wednesday, May 19th, 2010

As you know by now I lived in Charlotte for awhile. then because of all the allergens and just the air in general there I and my daughter were getting sick ALL the time and it was really keeping us held back in life, so I moved to FL.
But I have family there in Charlotte, a sister, some nephews, and a lot of great friends that I didn’t get to see a lot of the time either becuase I was in Charlotte and sick and wanted to be left alone or I was out of town working becuase staying Charlotte made me feel like hell all the time.
So after being away from Charlotte for a year, I decided to come for a visit. OMG. Last week I had an asthma attack, which caused me to miss my flight out of Charlotte, and I didn’t get it refunded so it effectively stranded me in Charlotte for an extra week! ack! So i did what work I could while iN Charlotte,and then the problem became figuring out what mode of transportation to take and where I should go next.

So…for the first time in over 2 years I’m going to visit Raleigh. I had some friends there as well that wanted to see me, and since I now managed to get a rental car, I’m going to head up that way. also know of some photographers that want to meet with me to maybe do some modeling work. Ever since i got back to my old health and body I’ve wanted to do some really good photos, to show off the new boobs as well as the toned muscles. So hopefully here’s my chance!

After that i’m hoping to hit up Charleston and Columbia, SC, before finally heading back down to FL. My daughter is about to go off to college and I want to be there to send her off properly. I’m so proud of her.

I’ve been asked if I want to get into doing more work as a Dominatrix, and I think I do! So be prepared to see the darker side of Toni sometime soon, some websites are in concept so far, but I think we can come up with some really great stuff!

So I found some really great directories that I think I’m giong to get started listing in for social networking on the darker sides of fun!

http://fetlife.com/
My Fetish Cafe
Dungeon Talk

Those are just to name a few. I am excited about getting started on this!

Ready for your free cam shows? I am!

Saturday, May 15th, 2010

I’ll be starting up the free cam shows again on Tues/Thurs…with the occasional special ones in there on weekends when I can do them. Remember if you’re a member of Clubtoni you get to view these for free and they run for an hour at a time…plus my site on the cam page links to other girls that are currently live, so even if you don’t see me on there there are other girls you can watch for free too!

Going to be in Raleigh this week. I don’t go to Raleigh often so I’m excited to get to go there again. Last time I had just come from Charlotte and I was so sick I didn’t get to do a lot of work, but this time I’m doing better even though I’m coming from Charlotte. might also go to Charleston next weekend. It’s beautiful there this time of year and I haven’t been in awhile. Still, depends on what kindo f work I can get there next weekend or if staying in Raleigh or just going back home will be better.

here’s another pic from my phone.

Sexy bra/panty set

Sexy bra/panty set

Some Toni updates!

Thursday, April 29th, 2010

First, there will be more blog posts in the future. Coming up with a format and learning more about Wordpress so I can maximize on that. Any suggestions on good resources for learning more about using the Wordpress widgets and stuff would be useful.

Also, more REAL comments would be useful. My assistant helps me post things up and she says msot of the comments we get are those awful spam pingback sorts of comments that advertise for stuff like Viagra or who knows what else. comment bots? Anyway, she just deletes those. She does want to know that we’re actually getting people out there reading this though, so if you just want to throw a “Hi Toni!” or even a “Hi Heather!” in the comments (she would love that) then we’ll know you’re out there and reading this.

I’m back to doing more traveling and modeling. The winter was kind of rough (even in Florida, imagine!) becaues I had so many things to take care of. my daughter will be off to college soon and I had to get all of my paperwork caught up for relocating to FL and all kinds of other stuff that sneaks up on you when you move and then have to get into working all the time. So the break did me good and even gave me a chance to get back in the great shape I am known for. I look like the old Toni, so many people have said. here’s some photos I took on my blackberry yesterday, so you can judge for yourself. Hope they look ok, they were good on the phone but you never know with phone pix whether they turn out really clear or not.

The newsletter will be getting an overhaul. Heather is going to set up system so we can be more efficient with the newsletter and getting the blogs done more often, as well as calendars updated and travel information sent out. trying to weed out the stuff we no longer need and get things updated more often since I know you’ll get tired of waiting on me eventually *smile*
but really, you know I want to do the best for you since I love that you come to see my stuff. I have some great stories to tell, some fitness tips, jokes, pictures, etc. Just takes awhile to organize and get it down in writing!

I’m in Chicago this week through the weekend and then May 2-9 planning on being in Charlotte again! After that probably BWI and DC.

Love,
Toni B

On Being a Mom

Monday, March 8th, 2010

A lot of people ask about my life as a mom. So here’s some info about that. My daughter is going to college this year, finishing up high school. Sometimes when I’m not out on the road I help her with her schoolwork, like this year earlier when I helped her on an English project. She had to write a resume for the monster in Beowulf and then do a large picture story book based on that story, so I helped her with coloring in the pictures.

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Sometimes she signs on the computer and people think it’s me so they message her (BE CAREFUL what you say on IM, make sure it’s me first!) recently she was talking to some hot girl in Italy that said to my daughter she was jealous of me. My daughter thinks that funny because people just don’t see how I’m always running around trying to get everything done, well except my daughter and my assistants and a few of my friends. Not much to be jealous of when you have to work all the time and barely have a minute for yourself, right?

This year for her birthday we had not been living in FL for very long, so I took her to Orlando and we saw some of the theme parks and went to a really nice restaurant for dinner (you’d die if I said how much it cost us to eat there! Well, unless you’ve been to a Brazil Churrascaria before, then you’d know how much it is!)

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Like me, my daughter loves animals so we’re always taking some in and caring for them. We also found out that the first year we live in FL there’s a lot of places we can go into for free to see animals and shows and stuff, so we took advantage of that the first two months we lived there, places like Jungle Island and a duck tour we went on. Oh here’s a pic of me in the Everglades when we went, my daughter took this pic.

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So yeah, we’re best friends. Next time I’ll give the advice I have to parents with young kids they want to see go to college :) Trust me, the 4-5 years leading up to that are some of the craziest ones to ever go through with your kid, but it’s so worth it to see them succeed!